Q2 2025 Intention Blog #1
LongWharf
4/8/25
Aim: 15 minutes
4:40PM-4:55PM: #15mins
April
Tuesday
1000words
[[Site Blog]]
[[Love of Reflection]]
[[Understanding the Current Moment]]
[[Awe in Learning]]
[[Awe in Deciding from a Pack]]
I am super excited to be continuing my journey, and I wish to continue, and do a lot of cool things. It’s not easy, but I have attained a lot of new skills. And for that, I am genuinely super grateful. This quarter, I want to master the skill of passive genuine speech. Because this is going to be one of my themes, so I don’t excessively just express anger, or any kind of deep emotion, that doesn’t have merit to what’s actually happening. And that is going to be crucial, as we move forward. Because life can be super tough, and we have to make do with what we have, and live a serene life. Certain moments define who we are, and the last 1.5 years, in terms book reflection writing, I’ve done great, and for that, I am genuinely grateful. And I wish to do what I can, as I slowly move forward.
Some of the books that really resonated with me, include the biology of cell, and just overall, the pitfalls of stress, and just how different people view life. And being able to live in a life, where we can view wonder, and just specific moments and live with curiosity, it’s of paramount importance. And I am genuinely super grateful, and I hope to do what I can, and slowly proceed in life. And I am genuinely super grateful, I’m so grateful, it’s beyond words nowadays, the level of growth I’ve had, because of writing. And I’m just genuinely happy beyond words, that I can soothe myself.
And moving forward, I want to take more specific actions, towards things I care about. Because I genuinely think, a lot of things are possible, as long as we understand, the fundamental concepts of how to move forward, as human beings. We all have needs, and we have to do what we can, to meet those needs, in a very concise manner. We can wonder thousand different directions, but the truth of the matter is, we have to pick a certain few, the things that we really care about, and this is different for each person, and just stick with it, and see where that leads us. And sometimes, sticking with something long enough, and then you really understand, there is a lot in life, that only happens, when you start taking enough risks, and you start learning from them.
And I am genuinely super grateful, that I am learning so much, and growing, and seeing so many different perspectives. And getting epiphanies as a result as well. And just being able to review certain books, after a certain point, when I can decide, I’ve read 20 books, and these 5 are just wonderful. I love being able to say that, because we only can do what we can, when we actually expose ourselves, to certain stimuli, and in this case, my stimuli are the books that I am reading. Because each book gives me a certain perspective, that I would otherwise would not be able to take in, if I didn’t deliberately listen, and actually afterwards, am giving a reflective view. And that is super awesome, to be able to deliberately pick and choose, after going through a bunch of books And I love that with all my heart, that I can gain knowledge, and pick and compare, so many cool things, and then afterwards, realize, holy shit, I really babying resonated with this, and that is genuinely such a good feeling. And I love that with all my heart.
And it’s incredible, to be in these feelings, and being able to embrace these feelings, when we reflect upon it. And it’s genuinely such a good feeling, and you only notice this, after you get to a certain point, after you make your brain work, because it’s not easy, but it is possible, to make forward steps, where we do make conscious improvements, and these improvements become unconscious, and when that does happen, we evolve as people, because we start developing new habits, that help us become better humans beings. And I love that with all my heart, being able to discover, and then move forward, in a positive manner.
And certain moments are amazing, because once we realize, we can make conscious decisions that actually help us for the better. And not everything has to be out of our control. And we don’t have to live lives like they are completely out of our control. And yes, certain things are out of our control, but if we don’t focus on that, but focus on things that we can control, however small they are, I genuinely think we live better lives, as a result. We human beings, only have limited amount of working memory, in a typical day. And we bring to the consciousness, whatever we think is important, and that process, is based on our survival mechanism. Because we do not have the capacity to use all our brain, at the same time, every single day. So we have to pick and choose, the most prevalent stimuli, as it relates to us. And that is just such am amazing phenomenon, and I love that with all my heart.
And these moments are genuinely so peaceful, and I genuinely love being able to express these, and it’s just a serene experience. Being able to express what we truly feel, and not be hindered by all the little things that blocks us in our actual life. And we grow older, as people, and as human beings, we do have to acknowledge, life is finite, and we have to enjoy and embrace, and respect the moments that we have. Because, at the end of the day, if we don’t embrace the moments that we have, the next moments may never appear. Because, each moment only comes once, and that is most awe moment ever.